Weight of offenses against you.
Weight of misdeeds, intentional and not, curled in and through your being.
Weight of abandonment. Of abuse.
Of corruption. Of deceit. Of exploitation. Of injustice. Of perversion and manipulation. Of hatefulness and rage and retaliation. Of resentment and vengeance. Of scorn and mockery and neglect.
Of infidelity. Of betrayal and collusion.
Of distortion and evasion and slander.
Of selfishness. And ill will. And disdain.
Weight of grief.